After leaving this spot for a month plus ... I'm back XD
I was bogged down by lot of stuff, college activities and studies mostly.
Many stuff happened, in a blink of an eye, another semester is coming to an end. I will be taking my first final paper in 11 hours. Perhaps I've gone through too many finals, this time the finals doesn't really make much difference. I'm less nervous about it even though I'm ill-prepared. Or maybe it's the workload that I've been juggling which has numbed me. I don't know. I dislike this situation though. It's like I'm not there and I'm just on autopilot ... like in "Click" the movie.
With all life zooming by past me, I've neglected a lot of things such as family and friends. A lot of little things that are dear to me, I've just put them aside while I try to finish up my stuff. Selfish me. I really respect those people who can do it all. I do know what I should do and I wouldn't wish to put them aside but sometimes, I'm just out of energy and I needed rest. I shall learn to be stronger. And those who've been felt left out by me .. which I don't think will be many =x I'm really sorry but I don't think sorry will do any good.
PS: If in any way I can make it up to you, do tell me ... =D OTHER THAN stuff involving money =D I'm broke.
My dad slammed the phone on me. That made my day. Really. What a great ending to a GREAT week.
After going through so long through this "community" and trying my best to help and communicate with them. I'm really fed up. Yes, I've had my memories with them and most of them are wonderful ones. I think I should just let those memories stop there. I've been trying my best to support them the way I can yet every time I feel I'm being used instead of the sense of really helping out. Is this the sense of being in a community ? I seriously wonder now. Maybe I'm being too nice by not pointing out everything point blank. Maybe I'm being top nice by saving them face. But yet ... they don't try to save mine. Being ridiculed at every meeting sucks. They can now go on and be happy among themselves. It's not that I've never tried blending in. But if me joining is such a burden to them then I guess it's best for both parties that we both mind our business from now on.
After such a long time without posting and I have to come back with such a shitty post.
As I step through the door of A417 of 7th RC yesterday night I felt a gush of wind. Strong. Wind. And also that familar perpectual whirring of a motor in operation.
They finally installed the fan in my room. Well, my part of the room that is. Now syhwei doesn't need to shiver the night away while maintaining the fan at it's highest speed as I being on the other side of the room trying my best to leech some wind off that solitary fan. Now that fan has a friend.
After finished unpacking, I realised that I left my breakfast back in the car and had to go all the way down to the carpark to get it. On the way back, even got a piece of cake as Tim is celebrating his birthday there. Juniors are all over the place working their asses off for MKC due in these coming 2 weeks. I pity them sometimes with so much to juggle and also don't forget the amount of schoolwork but I still had them to sell dedication for my own project. *sigh* The things I do sometimes .. I don't fancy them myself too but it just had to be done .. which brings me to that thought sometimes.
That thought ... which should be left alone for now =x
I actually switched on the computer to get some reading done for the comings tests and end up blogging. Felt like blogging yesterday but the topic ended up way different ... it's great to have wifi in the room but ... I can't login to msn @.@ well .. you just can't have everything in life I guess xD
Not too long ago, in a not-so-distant land ... there lived a boy named Abu
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He was a good boy .. until he found out he has a sister ... Aminah
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Who still keeps her age-old napkin since her baby days
They had many adventures together, they visited caves
. . . . . played firecrakers . . . . .
played cards . . the "ong" position
and of course ate together as well
aminah and abu
THE END
Enough about those 2 =x
It's been so long since I've blogged a proper activity. How was Chinese New Year for everyone ? Taking over from where I left off from my previous post .. CNY for me is activities after one another and here I'm going to share one of them.
I visited Ipoh on the 3rd day with my friends for a change. The rush of driving outstation solo for the first time without family ... and poking around a strange town =D it was fun xD although a bit scary at first ... as the house we're staying is quite "inside" the housing area .. but with houses like this
their electric bill must be high =.=
as landmark on where to turn ... it was quite safe =D As I brought my car there ... I get to visit zudian and also suetwah ... bumped into siew chong they all while at zudian's place. =D
We bunked in at kC's place and guess who got to be the maid now ? xD
Maid 001
the real kC at home
Was suppose to be out and about in Ipoh eating all the delicacies there ... but we end up sleeping late ... and playing wii most of the time xD Just a few days, our dear kingsley have became the tennis champ ... dailou the boxing king ... and waiyee the princess of bowling =D Here is the wii moments
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they look like trying to fry noodles than boxing to me =x
And how is CNY complete without card games ?
After all that, we revisited our childhood with firecrakers
. . . circus was in town that night . . . satay .. satay .. 30 sen 30 sen ! . . . dailou very happy . . . me very happy too . . . dailou (in blue) "aiks ? my one finish d ?" . . . it was magical ~ . . . some god "communicated" with him . . . our pretty host . . . yeah i know this isn't fireworks but it's just funny xD
Well, we did get to go around to eat the local produce before we head home =D
their taugeh very big one
Our dinner before we head home was the best ! It was cheap and delicious ~ Too bad there isn't any pictures .. everyone was busy eating xD It is located in a housing area so it was quite difficult to find ... well for me that is. I think the locals will have no problem xD I only know it as "big small legs" in cantonese as it's famous for it's chicken and pork legs.
All in all, although we did miss a few things here and there Ipoh is great but ... but ... BUT ... the traffic lights are horrendous !!! It seems that every road there is a crossroad and you have to WAIT FOREVER for the lights to turn green ... and when they eventually turn green, people in front of you will just take their sweet time to cross and leaving you behind as the lights begin to turn red again. Then you wait ALL OVER AGAIN @.@
Before I sign off ... this is something we spotted while we were stopping at a rest area ... hmm ... xD
since when chu cheong fun become long keu tiaw ? hahahaha
I could sleep the whole day away today =D Woke up and 2pm and still feel like continuing ... >.<
I've been tired for most of the CNY holidays ... it was filled with activities for almost everyday. So today is like off day. I have plenty to update about the ipoh trip but I'm still waiting for the pictures.
All my plans for studying and completing things from my to-do during the holidays is ruined =.= plenty of catch-up to do @.@
And Federer lost ... AGAIN >.<
I should be sleeping now but now I'm having my headache again ... and that to-do list is bothering me again ... >.<>.<
I shall reward myself with a movie and eat then sleep. Good night =D
I've actually intended to update the blog for numerous times. Quite a number of things came up and it actually made wanted to blog about it ... but the mood left after awhile. Can't really commit myself to anything much really.
Chinese New Year started out quite dull for me ... but it turned out better than expected today. I can be quite sociable around with people .. other than family. I'm more controlled in front of them >.< A lot of things I've changed but in front of people from my past or I've known for a long time ... the changes just won't register. I just tend to revert to the old me. Perhaps I just can't stand their comments on "Wow, you've changed into blabla ! How come ha ?" hmm ... I'm strange. Anyone else experienced this too?
My uncle's kid can now walk ... it was so funny that he just walks on the carpet and don't dare to walk on the floor. It was like an invisible barrier for him ... until his mom came. The daring-ness suddenly kicked in and he was all over the place =D Kids are cute and fun ... should'nt everyone stay that way ? Kids and I also have a certain attraction to each other. They tend to come to me a lot. They will stare into me with their huge big eyes and drool dripping off their mouths. I would freeze. I just don't know why. No matter how much I would like to go play / disturb them .. I wouldn't know what to do ... I will try to melt my cold cold heart =x Btw, my uncle's kid is really handsome ... I bet when he grows up many girls' heart will melt xD but too bad no photos =( really need to have a camera. But then, I think the laziness in me will kick in and I will find it a hassle to bring it around =(
I've actually planned to use the long Chinese New Year holidays for rest, finish all my pending stuff and also for a little bit of studying. Truthfully, till now I don't even have notes for some of the classes ... and some classes I don't know what the lecturer is talking about. In the classroom, I'm just glancing at the clock hoping the class to be over. Why isn't classes this semester as interesting as the last one ? Tests are coming after the holidays too ...
I'm looking forward to the Ipoh trip xD Finally some adventuring with you guys =D Let us not overdo the drinking part ok King? You shouldn't do shots with a normal house mug. We should invest in shot glasses =D
Before I ever forget .. I've been wanting to blog about this since forever and thanks to that someone who reminds me bout it I'm going to do it now. Have anyone had a perfect day before ? You know .. where everything on that day just seem so right ? Every minute detail .. every event, every person, every word said or heard seems to come out right and on the right time ?
I usually don't have perfect days a lot. The only solution for it is to go to sleep early. Most of the near-perfect days I had is usually spoiled in the end by me ... and my shitty mouth. Just before the day ends .. I would just end up doing saying something stupid ... which made the mood goes south. It would end up me feeling bad the whole night. My shitty mouth doesn't just stop there to ruin my perfect days. It will surface in all sorts of situations. A lot of which I knew I shouldn't do that but ... my mouth goes faster than my brain. This gets worst when I'm cranky or when I'm tired. Shit >.< I'm being more and more of an idiot. I shall now rule my mouth more stringently !
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