Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Something to say

After leaving this spot for a month plus ... I'm back XD

I was bogged down by lot of stuff, college activities and studies mostly.

Many stuff happened, in a blink of an eye, another semester is coming to an end. I will be taking my first final paper in 11 hours. Perhaps I've gone through too many finals, this time the finals doesn't really make much difference. I'm less nervous about it even though I'm ill-prepared. Or maybe it's the workload that I've been juggling which has numbed me. I don't know. I dislike this situation though. It's like I'm not there and I'm just on autopilot ... like in "Click" the movie.

With all life zooming by past me, I've neglected a lot of things such as family and friends. A lot of little things that are dear to me, I've just put them aside while I try to finish up my stuff. Selfish me. I really respect those people who can do it all. I do know what I should do and I wouldn't wish to put them aside but sometimes, I'm just out of energy and I needed rest. I shall learn to be stronger. And those who've been felt left out by me .. which I don't think will be many =x I'm really sorry but I don't think sorry will do any good.

PS: If in any way I can make it up to you, do tell me ... =D OTHER THAN stuff involving money =D I'm broke.