New Year, Kids and My Mouth

I've actually intended to update the blog for numerous times. Quite a number of things came up and it actually made wanted to blog about it ... but the mood left after awhile. Can't really commit myself to anything much really.

Chinese New Year started out quite dull for me ... but it turned out better than expected today. I can be quite sociable around with people .. other than family. I'm more controlled in front of them >.< A lot of things I've changed but in front of people from my past or I've known for a long time ... the changes just won't register. I just tend to revert to the old me. Perhaps I just can't stand their comments on "Wow, you've changed into blabla ! How come ha ?" hmm ... I'm strange. Anyone else experienced this too?

My uncle's kid can now walk ... it was so funny that he just walks on the carpet and don't dare to walk on the floor. It was like an invisible barrier for him ... until his mom came. The daring-ness suddenly kicked in and he was all over the place =D Kids are cute and fun ... should'nt everyone stay that way ? Kids and I also have a certain attraction to each other. They tend to come to me a lot. They will stare into me with their huge big eyes and drool dripping off their mouths. I would freeze. I just don't know why. No matter how much I would like to go play / disturb them .. I wouldn't know what to do ... I will try to melt my cold cold heart =x Btw, my uncle's kid is really handsome ... I bet when he grows up many girls' heart will melt xD but too bad no photos =( really need to have a camera. But then, I think the laziness in me will kick in and I will find it a hassle to bring it around =(

I've actually planned to use the long Chinese New Year holidays for rest, finish all my pending stuff and also for a little bit of studying. Truthfully, till now I don't even have notes for some of the classes ... and some classes I don't know what the lecturer is talking about. In the classroom, I'm just glancing at the clock hoping the class to be over. Why isn't classes this semester as interesting as the last one ? Tests are coming after the holidays too ...

I'm looking forward to the Ipoh trip xD Finally some adventuring with you guys =D Let us not overdo the drinking part ok King? You shouldn't do shots with a normal house mug. We should invest in shot glasses =D

Before I ever forget .. I've been wanting to blog about this since forever and thanks to that someone who reminds me bout it I'm going to do it now. Have anyone had a perfect day before ? You know .. where everything on that day just seem so right ? Every minute detail .. every event, every person, every word said or heard seems to come out right and on the right time ?

I usually don't have perfect days a lot. The only solution for it is to go to sleep early. Most of the near-perfect days I had is usually spoiled in the end by me ... and my shitty mouth. Just before the day ends .. I would just end up doing saying something stupid ... which made the mood goes south. It would end up me feeling bad the whole night. My shitty mouth doesn't just stop there to ruin my perfect days. It will surface in all sorts of situations. A lot of which I knew I shouldn't do that but ... my mouth goes faster than my brain. This gets worst when I'm cranky or when I'm tired. Shit >.< I'm being more and more of an idiot. I shall now rule my mouth more stringently !