If it was just 5 minutes earlier .. it would be a completely different post and it will be a password protected one too.
Whatever is happening to me. I hope it's going to be over soon.
Tomorrow will be a better day.
I hope.
I was going to write this post yesterday but then got distracted with the Airasia zero fair promotion >< Didn't book the tickets for Bali yet .. If any of my coursemates are reading this please understand =)
It's been more than half a year since I've stopped writing. The usual reasons stopped me again but mainly it's laziness. Countless times I've wanted to post an update or a thought but ended up not doing anything about it .. Been putting a lot of things off besides blogging like cleaning my room, packing stuff, studying (which I am putting off NOW, I should be reading for the upcoming Animal & Plant Genetics) and then I decided for the 2734561823853276 time that I wanted to change. AGAIN. And then perhaps sometime down the road I would just put off that "change" thing I'm trying to do. I do that A LOT. To those who can dedicate their lives to something and finish it till the end. I salute them. My hangat hangat tahi ayam personality = major failure.
Woke up late again today, and my study mood went down the drain. Exam weeks are filled with all type of emotion really. They are torturing in the sense that you have to worry for the next paper and yet it gives you hope for the day the exam is over. And yet sometimes when you're lucky you get a lot of days off in between papers which make you don't wanna study at all and in the end you will end up regretting for not studying. Not to mention all the stress. Life has been stressful again. It has suddenly decided to throw this to me again after giving me bouts of holidays in which I have finally gotten myself a passport and been to Krabi, Thailand. It is wonderful i tell you 
... and the euphoria of actually getting positive results for my thesis project - research are actually very satisfying ! And now the other part of life shows up. There are so many things that are to be done. Trips to plan, experiments to do, friends to find, things to write, things to buy and ...... *sigh* Some of the things which I can actually get up and do something about it and there are things which I cannot do anything about (which are even stressful) *sigh* Things like this saps my energy .... and they make me forget important little things in life like family. I seriously need to start spending more time with them. Enough of rants. Its time to live life =)
I'm going to be late for my movie. Ciao.
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